First off, Happy New Yurr to all you lovely people out there!! Same old shit, juss a different year. My main goal, juss do me, as always, but #1 thing is to git outta the bro zone, and that’s that!

Anywhoo, I’ve been back at home for almost about a month already, it kinda sucks ball sacs! Just cause I know I always have these expectations when I come home of seeing people, doing crazy shit and juss livin it up. But everytime I get disappointed cause deep down inside I hella already KNOW shit ain’t the same with people anymore, and I’m juss naive to think it’s easy as 1-2-3 to get people back together. I’m hella done though, four weeks of break was enough and I’m headed back to San Diego on Saturday. Just seems awkward how I’m kinda stuck in the middle of where “home” actually is nowadays. Of course my roots, the Bay, where my fams is, that’s technically home. But when I’m here, I can’t wait to go back down South.

Shit juss gets boring cause I have no car, still get treated like a young grasshopper at home, and it’s just not easy getting around especially when sometimes I juss feel like I have no friends & there’s nothing to do anymore, or people just do the same old shit, every daemn day. I don’t really know…I guess there’s gotta be a balance between being in the place that I love, but it might be time to meet new friends even at home. I really don’t take shit from anyone anymore, and I’m donezo if someone gives me shit and they’re not worth it…sometimes I feel alone, but I don’t mind it. I like doing my own thing and being independent, that’s why I’m all the way in San Diego and I am excited to go back, and I will not be back here for 6 months or more. If anyone truly missed me, they would’ve tried because I know I kept hitting people up, and now I don’t gives a flyin fuck cause people come and go go go!

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